It is no secret that I sometimes have self confidence issues. And we can be honest, we all do or have some other issues we deal with daily. Mine came to a screeching head when I had this conversation with Husband last night:
Hubby: Hey! My 30th High School reunion is on Oct 13, I am going to call to say we are coming.
Me: Uh? Why would you want me to go? I don't know anyone. Wouldn't you rather see your friends without me there??
Hubby: We are going and it will be fine.
Me: Your Ex will be there and it will be weird because what if they don't know you aren't still married?
Hubby: It won't be a problem, it will be fine.
He calls today to confirm we are coming and the coordinator tells him "You know, Ex sent her check and she will be there, too." He tells her they aren't married anymore and she said " Ohh..I hope that won't be weird for you two".
Ok, it is all ready weird!! Why in the WORLD do I care what his HS friends think of me, or his Ex for that matter? Because I am human, that's why. I have met them before but it was over a decade ago.
Now I am a big ball of fat stress that has nothing to wear. I have 10 days to drop some weight, get a smoking hot outfit (I all ready have my shopping maven at the ready to hit the stores) and not make a fool of myself.
I wanted motivation, I got it. In spades.
Wish me luck!!
Cat
you can do it!!!...I'm sure you'll look smokin hot :)
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